Giving "Hope" a chance

[Sheilapate88]

Hi everyone,

It's been 2 years since I wrote on here, and its been a interesting life journey so far. First off, this freaking COVID19 needs to end because it has definitely affect me and I'm assuming many of you as well. I am taking wellbutrin daily and trying to find ways to cope throughout the day. Its not easy, sometimes I wish I could lay in bed all day and sleep but, I know that doesn't solve anything. In June, I tried to committed suicide because I felt extremely overwhelm with work ( I work as a mental health community worker), my household and just being "me". I felt that being "me" was a waste of space and time. When the suicide attempt didn't work, I decided to give this life a chance again, I felt that maybe this was a sign to keep going. Have you guys ever have this experience before?

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Hello

I read your post and covid has gotten to me to

I was so sad to read life had got you down to where you tried to commit suicide but so happy that you failed and have decided to give life another go

I am sure you have so much to offer this world and it would be a loss without you in it

I hope you get stronger with each day and keep looking after yourself

Take Care x

[ImLost3]

I’ve always dealt with self hatred and not liking who I am. Causing me to believe the world would be better without me I was in a lot of pain. I have always wanted to die since I was 12 and tried to commit suicide 4 times. I am not 100% better but am taking life on better. Trying to better myself and see the beauty I hold and what I offer to others also. Ive turned to God no I’m not perfect but just trying to be a better person has made my mindset better. Your not alone I thought I was too but everyone goes through things in life. It makes us all human. Hope your able to see the beauty life has for us all soon.