Excessive restlessness and pain in whole body

whenever i get depressed i feel restless. and it increases to such an extend that it becomes hard to control myself. At that time it seems like someone is holding me tightly and my whole body aches.. IT has already happened before and my parents have said that i was faking it. so i cant tell them. i have already attempted suicide many times.. My sister saved me. bt i cant tell my parents about it. i cant even go to a doctor. i really dont know what to do...

[Ladybug9]

I really hope this explains a little?

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[Hidden in reply to Ladybug9]

yeah I could understand why its happening bt i dont know how to get rid of it.. Even if i do the things mentioned there after sometime i get irritated a lot which leads to restlessness.. I dont know what to do.. and being in such a environment where i have to hide mmy feelings and daily endure different stuff it becomes harder for me.