Last week, my husband and I began marriage counseling, which also involves our moving toward individually improving ourselves. We've only been together for a year and a half, but I've dealt with my personal problems since I was 15.
It was suggested by the therapist that I find a support group. I have issues with anxiety and don't usually reach out to others. Often, I am either isolated, or communicating solely with my husband. I am hoping that in joining this community, I can learn from others' experiences and know that I'm really not alone in the difficulties I routinely face.
I've spent long periods of time skipping out on medications and giving up on therapy. My experiences with psychiatrists, counselors, and therapists have not been positive, but I recognize that I need help. Primarily, I have anger management issues, and I behave in ways that I later regret. I'm not the best at communicating within my marriage, and I still struggle with procrastination. This is problematic as I'm currently in law school, which is already quite stressful.
I like writing my thoughts out, but often lack the initiative to do that, so I express my frustration in unhealthy ways. I figured the way this site is set up would provide a healthy outlet, as I'm still too overwhelmed with the possibility of group therapy or joining an in-person support group after the pandemic passes. Hopefully, I can learn better coping strategies, and gather a clearer understanding of my struggles, which I've been reluctant to acknowledge for quite a while. I look forward to learning from all of you.