Lack of commitment

[RubberDuck123]

No matter what i do, i cant seem to understand deadlines... I just realised today that i missed the day for aplication to my education... if it was a isolated experience i could deal with it... but im just tired of missing important stuff. I remember it started as homework, and since then i just become an antisocial non funtional member of society. I have mayor difficulty commiting to any task, i dont want this to continue. I want to change... but i cant commit to that... i have no self diciplin, and im tired... I feel like my life is stupid, and i struggle to find meaning, i have a couple of friends, but none i can talk deep with. i want a meaningful life where i can complete my own goals...

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It’s not that you can’t .. you made yourself Not. You could’ve made the deadline if you organized your calendar and decided it WAS a priority to you. Your friends reflect your investment. I’m glad to hear that you want to make a change. I don’t know if you can go to school now or have to work. If you have to work try to get a job that pays well and has people your age. Start being part of the scene or go to Meet ups to try out a scene. Start with organization at home your phone calendar and make a visual calendar at home and write what you’re doing that day what you must do and a fun do and deadlines so days before the deadline you write prepare for deadline. What’s your currency?? Is it food or friends or movies or walks ... try it’s your life ... try Another thing is watch someone you admire on YouTube or another media thing find out how they made it.

[kvolm2016]

it's easy to understand the frustration that goes with this moment in your life. When it feels like you aren't making any progress and still battling the same issues over and over, it feels defeating. So hopefully this will help you recognize that we all have some areas in our life that we absolutely cannot change/fix on our own. We need the help of counselor/therapist who can not only lead us but also hold us accountable to the change. Have you worked with a counselor before? Is that something you are willing to do?

[Tikirob]

Hey...I empathize with your situation. It’s harder for you to do these things and that’s not your fault. Please take a moment to understand that not everyone is an organized thinker. I can write ten pages of fiction with ease but everyday I have to cheerlead myself just to get ready for the day and it takes all of my concentration to do so and I often get sidetracked as I try to meet goals or attend appointments on time. I hate it! I often cry out, “I wish I was normal!”

You have other things you are good at I am sure try to remember that there are other things you are good at that other people have trouble with.