Strange !

Having to choose in every area of one's life seems to be a big task.

[Bluetj]

That's so very true. I think my biggest hang up is if my decision is the right one. I say this because with every decision there is some sort of result. Good or bad. I can handle the good ones however the bad really sucks.

[Myre]

Yeah, I hit a brick wall every time I feel like i have to choose. It constantly feels like I am in an Inquisition of some sorts and the fate of my life hangs in the balance.

I must always have something to prove, to friends, family, whatnot and when it feels like I haven't done enough as is common with depression, I feel like an epic fool. failing in a manner that no one ever would.