I actually did it, I quit my job a couple of weeks ago! It was terrifying, and I'm still not sure it was the right choice but I do know that I feel a lot better. I'm not nearly as anxious, and I'm slowly starting to sleep again. I gave myself 2 weeks to get myself on track before going hard on the job applications (have to start by Monday). So far I managed to get in to see a therapist and actually discussed all my traumas for the first time ever, didn't realize how exhausting that would be.
Does anyone else feel worn out for weeks after a session? Its been a full week and I'm still feeling vulnerable and like I may start crying at any moment. I try to remind myself this might be the first real step I've ever taken to getting better but still a lot to deal with since I'm usually someone who doesn't get emotional about things. Weird year so far.