Hi, my name is Murphy. Have we met??

[MrsJohnson84]

I am constantly in a state of unexplainable mood changes. I snap for no reason and cry just the same. My friends call me Murphy. As in Murphy's law... Whatever can go wrong will. I am always depressed and can't leave the house for more than 20 minutes without having a panic attack. I feel like such a failure. As a wife, mother and general human being. I can not even look at my own reflection in the mirror.

[Hazrat]

you need to visit Psychiatrist and Psychologist, follow their counselling.