Today

[GlassPoodle]

All you have is today, so make the most of it. Well, what if today was terrible? Is it so wrong to want to fast forward to tomorrow to try again?

I’ve been trying to spend more of my day living in the present moment. Stop stressing about the past and stop worrying about the future. But, not all of these days are days I want to be present in!!

I just want to say that my journey has been ugly and beautiful at the same time. There are so many ugly moments that will be hard to forgive and forget. But, the more “healing spurts” that happen ... the more beauty I begin to see.

I say healing spurts because there are times I feel great and so proud of my progress. In a matter of minutes, I could wind up in a dark place. It’s very frustrating!

My thoughts aren’t in order and this post is feeling more like a ramble. Today was terrible. But I’m hopeful that if my day can all of a sudden turn sour then maybe I can turn it back around and enjoy my evening.

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Thank you for sharing that. I too often look forward to the following day when I am having an off day.

[kvolm2016]

Definite truth spoken there! So was your evening any better?