Don’t call

[mary009]

I just wake up and I have this feeling on my heart that I want to make that call and tell her, I need you, I want you love me, we can try one more time but at the same time is for what, she is not going to be happy with me we talk about it and is better this way but I need her I love her but I feel so lost right now maybe that’s why I’m feeling this way maybe is because I loved her that I do not know how to be without her I’m going crazy but I’m I don’t want to make that call. Even if my love is real for her, I have to move on for me and for us is better that way is hard because I have to stay in the house with all the memories and I don’t know how to start packing. Or should I make that call.

[mira99]

Hi I know where you are and have been there I made the mistake of one more text as surely his feelings can’t of either evaporated so quickly or was it a lie, and had a few emojis as a response that was two weeks ago after he walked out on me 6 weeks ago, I know I want a love where I feel wanted but if you chase perhaps they will grudgingly give in and graciously spend some of their much more important time on you will you feel any better no you won’t they have made their decision they don’t want us if they did they would crawl through hot coals to get us back and they have made no effort, we both deserve someone to make an effort for us I hope and pray that happens xx

[Willowhouse in reply to mira99]

Hi just seen your post I see it was 7 months ago. My husband has left me after 15 years and I am devastated and mind all over the place. Cry all the time and have begged him to come back to no avail. He doesn’t want us anymore. How are you now and does it get any easier I’m so stuck and constantly go over in my mind everything he has said it’s awful

[mira99 in reply to Willowhouse]

I am so so sorry it’s the worst feeling in the world I did lots of youtube meditations and there is a site that helped howloveblossoms.com so many are going through this there is a page about when he leaves you for another woman it is scary the amount of people this has happened too, I have moved on but not that far had a fling which was a disaster and he again ended it suddenly now my ex is contacting me and wants to meet but I am staying strong at the moment not sure how long I can be strong for though hope your recovery from this is quicker than mine

[Willowhouse in reply to mira99]

Thank you. I will look at the website. If you ever need to chat or just vent please contact me. Please stay strong and your mr perfect will appear.. you deserve him.

[mira99 in reply to Willowhouse]

Same here, happy to listen, it does help to just talk it through and knowing your not alone in this.