This can’t be it 🕳

[brokenlight]

Life can seem so lonely at times.

Solitude easily becomes isolation.

People become too much, noises too loud.

The world & living in it hurts.

The only peace I can find is in my sleep.

But sometimes the nightmares still find me.

There is some relief in laughter and at times there is some relief in love.

But mostly there is pain.

Variations of constant pain.

My body is exhausted.

My mind is exhausted.

My Soul is exhausted.

My Soul hurts.

I put my hand over my heart & feel its heartache.

It too is exhausted.

Where is the relief from it all?

This can’t be it for me.

This can’t be it.

[JAYnLA]

This isn’t ‘it’. This is the chapter you’re in. Books have many chapters and so do you.

[brokenlight in reply to JAYnLA]

Thank you for your words JAYnLA.

That’s a nice reminder... it’s just that 70% of my book has been pain.

I guess I have the choice to focus on that other 30%...

I’m just so tired and everything hurts.

I appreciate you ✨

[SA192461]

I can relate to all of this...I feel so completely alone...I feel the heartache when I put my hand over my heart..I so ache for my daughter’s and other family members to reach out to me once in a awhile, I do reach out to them..why? am I not important to my family? Ohh dear god why?

[brokenlight in reply to SA192461]

Thank you for your reply SA192461.

I’m sorry you can relate because it’s so awful... but I’m also thankful to know that I’m not completely alone.

I have those same thoughts about my family even though I know everyone has their own set of shit to deal with.

Not feeling important enough has been one of my core wounds. It hurts & I’m sorry.

I’m glad you’re here & I wish you peace & ease ✨