Some improvement, still have bad anxiety

[Righteoustakeme]

Well, some good things have happened lately. I got hired for a job, and my best friend has agreed to try and mend things with me and come back into my life yesterday. I am so happy that she has finally come around to try and mend things with me, as she was my best friend for 7 years all through high school and some of when I was in college. Now I’m staring anxiously at my phone awaiting a text back from her about when she wants to get together. I’m obsessing over it, I can’t stop checking to see if she’s read my last message. It’s plaguing me. I’m so anxious to see her. I love her so much and I really want things with her to be the way they used to be. She has agreed to see me and talk sometime, I’m just anxious about when that will be. It’s hard. I just want to see her this minute, but I’m trying not to be pushy since this is a sensitive subject. I tried to get her to come over after she was done study hall last night, but she read it and didn’t reply. So this morning I texted her and said sorry if I was being pushy last night, and that it’s just that I’m excited to talk with her. I hope she replies soon. I don’t know if she’s at work right now or sleeping or what, I just want to know when I’m going to see her next. It’s such a big deal that she’s accepted my apology and wants to be my friend again. I only hope and pray that we can rekindle what was lost during the time we spent apart.