Long nights painful days...Will smith the movie 7 pounds

[Ncrazy]

I keep thinking and praying on life I want consistentce and stablness. The normal functional relationships wife kids holiday dinner the exotic vacation finicail rewarding career and challenging.The personal achievements buying a home beautiful cars etc.

The ghetto demon and the scars of the project ( the project to get out) The demon woke me up all night with catastrophic intrusive thoughts chicken little the sky falling.I sat in the living room dark lite a cigetette I am 43 year old tough bird.Tears running down my face saying this anxiety not fear.

[tamka38]

Oh sorry u having a rough time. All the material things will not mean nothing if you’re not truly happy within yourself

Do u have a therapist? Or take medication? Take one day at a time, done beat yourself up. Start writing down the things you’re grateful for if u look around u will see all the beautiful things right in front of your eyes am sending u a great big hug 🤗 and am here if u need me

[Ncrazy in reply to tamka38]

Thanks i am trying i got meds and 3 therapist frog in my throat pain in my belly.tirierd sick of problem after problem wanting the life so bad.

[tamka38 in reply to Ncrazy]

Hope things get better from for u

[Ncrazy in reply to tamka38]

You too we deserve the metals and awards the life we want.thanks for the response its not hard we can hit life but how hard we can get hit and keep going.

[tamka38 in reply to Ncrazy]

U right