Still sober! Day 20 but I have def. been tested recently. My dad is emotionally stunted so I never expect any kind words but still occasionally try to get him to listen to me (I was just telling him Ive felt soo tired all the time the last few days... I was hoping its a cold and not depression lurking...)he got up and went outside and smoked a cigarette while I was mid sentence without saying anything to me. It hit me harder than usual but this is not atypical behavior for him. I started to get mad at him but anger will just sink me lower so THANKFULLY my sense of humor kicked in! I started playing that old celene dion song in my head and because my situation is the EXACT OPPOSITE OF THE LYRICS it made me laugh.
For all those times you stood by me, for all the truth that you made me see, for all the joy you brought to my life, for all the wrongs that you made right, for every dream you made come true, for all the love I found in you, Ill be forever greatful baby..... Lol.
-owner of a lonely heart.... & also a soul saving sense of humor....
(but then again we all know its the funny ones that are saddest)
Thanks for reading