I don’t know

I want to die

I find life meaningless

But I don’t have the courage to try suicide again

Maybe i’ll just sleep now and never wake up.

Amen

[IheartDogs]

Please scroll down to read the post that was written by distressed mermaid 5 hours ago titled "Keep Holding On".

We are here for you vdania 💕

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[Michael8072]

I agree with iheartdogs. Please read what distressed mermaid wrote. Keep hanging in there. We are all here for one another.

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I think sleeping has many benefits when we are having such thoughts. I know if I feel down and take a nap my mood is elevated when I wake up. I hope you wake up refreshed.

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Hello vdania!

I understand your feelings and have experienced them many times, but it’s time to begin the search for the meaning in your life because it does have meaning. If you want to be safe and start working on yourself, think about inpatient treatment. It’s always available for those that are suicidal. We have to fight when we have mental illness, be safe, and have a willingness to get better. Have you seen a professional about how you’re feeling? I think action on your part is warranted. There’s meaning in your life vdania! Don’t give in to the darkness! Sending you much love and hugs! 🌺🙂🌺

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I’m so sorry you’re hurting this much that you find life meaningless. There’s so much meaning to your reason for being alive right now, but sometimes our bad thoughts want to trick us into believing things that are just simply not true. You know what is true? You were born for a reason. You survived that suicide attempt for a reason. You posted on this forum for help for a reason. You have a purpose, my dear. It doesn’t matter if you haven’t realized it yet, but you will. All amazing things take time. I believe in you. We are all here for you. It’s time to be easy on yourself now. I hope you had a peaceful rest last night & have a better day today. Remember, it’s a bad night, not a bad life. Things can always turn around. Just like things don’t stay good for too long, they also don’t stay bad for too long either. There are so many ebbs & flows to life on this incredible journey. You just have to be here to see it! We love you!

[hypercat54]

Hi unfortunately that doesn't work as I have tried it myself and keep hoping. Will tell you a secret - ultimately life is meaningless in the grand scheme of things. The secret is to find your own meaning for your life ie what you want to do with it. If you don't know that then think what you don't want as this can often give you a guide.

Your life is for you to enjoy to the best of your ability and to find your own path to follow. Never follow others peoples dreams or society's either unless these are truly what you want. x

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Thank u all for these supportive replies, i read it all. It really pleased me seeing someone cares about how i feel and what I write. U all made me think about searching a meaning in my life. As u said life is full of fluctuations, one day ur happy the other day ur sad. That’s totally right ❤️ i hope i and we all have the courage to go through these bad days. And I’m sure that we will find happiness in end. Thank you again and again ❤️