Am crying on inside

Wish theses little voices in head would stop telling me am worthless and a disappointment and that self harming and death is the only way

[-Poetic2]

I don’t mean to be flippant but they have good meds for those symptoms, hug

[Hidden in reply to -Poetic2]

Am on mertazapine 45mg

[AZ1970]

The messages in your head are lies. Please don’t listen to them. Perhaps a med adjustment would help? You are a valuable person.

[IheartDogs]

You can tell the voices to stop... They are so wrong, too. Your voice is louder that its!

[GodspropLizzy]

I have felt like that my whole life, crying inside. And with life every time a wound heals another one there is ready to take its place. Don't let anybody tell you that no one is suffering or has suffered like you. I also heard voices.

You want the cure??!! It is the hardest and easiest thing you will ever do!!! The voices are loud, they're cruel, they torment. You can't quiet something loud like that with a whisper. You must find something bigger than hell and hate and mad violence!

I used to chant this all the time when I was facing death- no temptation has seized you beyond what is common (or less common) to man. And God is faithful, he will not let you be tempted beyond what you can bear but for every temptation, or trial he will always provide a way out.

You'll be thinking this crazy girl is speaking, so let me continue speaking crazy language. Is there anything more powerful than the voices? Someone who carries the weight of the world on his shoulders? Why wait for tomorrow, when you're always going to wonder if they'll come again or when they'll come again, or how much medication can numb it. Watch the movie a beautiful mind with Russell Crowe. And then meditate, decide who you want to save you and be your hero.

Just remember doctors, drugs, people- they all help. AND who is the one who created those beautiful creations in the first place?