So depressed

[quieturban]

Feeling so down. I feel like to disappear. This life is so hard. I just don’t know how to go on anymore. My life’s going nowhere. I feel like a failure in life. 😔

[Espinoza38]

First off you not a failure, no one is. Why do u think your life is going no where?

[quieturban in reply to Espinoza38]

It’s just I have a dead end job. I ain’t earning much. Just enough to get by but no savings to do anything like I though I would. But I thought if me and my hubby tried for a child it would bring so much joy to us. I always wanted that but unfortunately for me I couldn’t have kids naturally. Only through fertility treatments which I can’t afford right now. Did some treatments before but they all failed leaving me depressed and disappointed feeling worse than ever. I just feel so helpless in my life.

[Espinoza38 in reply to quieturban]

I'm sorry about ya not being able to have a tiny one. Hug hugs going your way. Patients is the virtue. But yeah I get about the not able to save, I'm in the same boat. It is depressing not able to save up even if it's for gas. But keep faith it'll all work out in the end.

[quieturban in reply to Espinoza38]

Thanks hun. I just another part time job working from home so hope it works out well with the extra income. Just hope i have the strength and courage to hold onto this journey. Sometimes it’s so hard.

[Espinoza38 in reply to quieturban]

I would love to have a job from home. Away from people but then I would get anxious. It is a journey a good one. It may seem bad but it's a good one. We gotta go thru the battle in order to come out as winners. You got this. I know you do.

[quieturban in reply to Espinoza38]

Thank you. Hope you could find a job from home. It’s sometimes easier since you don’t have to travel. With my other job it’s about 1 hr commute going and coming. So tired afterwards. Thanks for the encouragement 💙

[SamuelJ52]

Hi Friend, I've been there I know how you feel. Let me remind you, you will feel joy again, you can recover from this, wherever you are there is some hope. Whatever stage you are at in life you can change things for the better. Take the time to reach out and tell others how you are feeling, posting here is a good step, so we'll done for that. Professional therapy can be very helpful, ít can help you find the causes of these negative emotions and thoughts. Your life can go somewhere that will be meaningful to you and that's all that matters. Start small, with yourself, fix that first, fix your relationships surround yourself with whatever support you can find. You'll be surprised how quickly things can turn around.

Good luck.