The more days I wake up I just kinda wish I didn't a little more and more. I should just give my baby up for adoption as much as I want her and just die. I'm done fighting myself everyday, I have been for years, at some point giving up should be okay...
Giving up.: The more days I wake up I... - Anxiety and Depre...
Giving up.
That doesn't sound right with me..you can't give your baby up for adoption because you won't die..your a fighter, just like me and everyone else..you are so gifted, you have a miracle baby..it saddens me to hear this..I don't have kids, my partner can't have children..sometimes we have to play the cards we are dealt, not the ones we wish to be dealt..you can do it..you can, I promise..you are..keep going..Just keep going..we are here together..your not alone..I know about these demons but they are not going to win..No..not now..you've come this far..and you are going to go double the amount further..it will be ok..I promise..
Pls don’t say u want to give up! The more u acknowledge those thoughts, then the more they sound okay to u. It’s not okay bc u have a baby who needs u! U can do it! Think positive thoughts and say positive things to yourself every day-thoughts become things. Cheering for u👍🏻
Noooo, Lostandbroken, you obviously love that little baby and can't possibly give her up. You would never feel happy with your decision. Are you suffering from Postnatal depression, do you think? Lots of women do, as I did. Remember, you won't always feel this way. These feelings will pass. I would go and see your Doc, they should have some Meds that can help you through this very difficult time. Hear, ellinaki, who hasn't been blessed with a child as you have. This time will pass. 😊🌻🌻
I sooooo understand how you feel but you are so blessed to have a baby who loves and needs you. We all have good days and bad days.......don't give up. You are stronger than you think!
Thank you all really xoxo