Its working day again.. :(

[metake_cheriki]

Its a new day..

And Its working time.. I need to go to work today but my thoughts about am I going to do well in my work today?. I am afraid thst I can have mistakes today like my boss always tells me..

I feel anxious about the thought that maybe she is right.. but I dont know why she can tell it.. I dont know in what aspect I always done wrong in my work loads..

Because I love my work.. I love the people.. most especially I need it for living..

When will this agony of negative thougjts end.

I hope I can get back my self confidence again in work..

Help me to forgive myself and to embrace the thought that I am not perfect, but I have God who is perfect and forgiving.. a god who will hell me get through the day..

Please pray for me and help me Lord.

[Hidden]

I am praying.

[metake_cheriki in reply to Hidden]

thank you

[canadaman815]

I'm sorry to hear that self-confidence on the job has been a struggle for you. I can definitely relate to your anxiety and your fear of failure, but as you said, we all fall short of the glory of God and simply need to do our best work for the kingdom each day. No one is ever going to be perfect on the job, even if they seem like they are, and sometimes those who seem to get most favor from the boss are cheating behind the scenes or manipulating things to their liking.

Have you ever seen a counselor or pastor about your self-confidence and anxiety? It's not always fun motivating yourself to go, but I have found it's definitely helped me in the past to have somebody rationalize some of my fears. Do you think your boss is being emotionally abusive at all, and if so, that they need to be brought up before the human resources department? I know I don't know the situation, but this has happened to me in the past. Praying for you today.