Good morning guys. To all who feel lonely, anxious, dark and useless - you are not alone and I am thinking of all of you. Yesterday my world was dark - pitch-black. But today - thank heavens - it is a dark shade of purple, which is ALWAYS better than black. Thank you for your support.
I had a bad episode yesterday - sitting in my vehicle in front of my office building, unable to get out because I was just crying for no apparent reason. When I got myself to calm down I got out and went to a meeting - luckily it was with two of my colleagues that are friends of mine. They gave me a hug and tried to comfort me with my red swollen eyes. One asked a simple question because she did not understand how I was feeling - how do you explain it? I feel like a ghost - just floating. I am just here with no purpose at all. BUT in this utter darkness, I focus on my child and husband, who is amazing by the way. They are these small specs of light, far far away, but I can see it because it is the ONLY thing in this darkness that I can see. And if it was not for these small specs of light, I truly had no reason for being at all. I truly hope that there is something amazing in your day today!
The power of darkness
In a dark place
My poem
Night light
A Newbie's Story - Hope
