Why me?

[Ohioanxiety]

Why is it I’m the one who hurts and filled with thoughts of being alone and worthless. All I did was care and everyone tears me down!! Why do I struggle to get out of bed when I loved waking up to the sun on my face but the sun don’t make me happy anymore. Why do I cry myself to sleep when I actually do sleep. Why do I have to suffer through this darkening part of life that feels like I’m in a cage in a dark room being haunted and trapped by my demons. Why do I often think of ending my life just to think maybe there is a better place or even just to not feel anymore. Why me?

[lovemygirl16]

hey I am so so sorry to hear the pain you are in, I am not sure what has brought this on since I do not know you, but please know that things will get better. I just joined this site today and I am searching for the right words, I really would like to help. Please hang in there!

[Agora1]

Ohioanxiety, sounds like a deep depression that has taken over your life. This needs to be addressed by a professional. Starting with your doctor who may recommend a good therapist for you to work on your self esteem and feelings. Possibly short term medication could help relieve so of those desperate thoughts that you are having. Why me? Many of us have asked that question when we have given and given in life and there is nothing more to give. Your mind is telling you that it's time to take care of yourself. We all need that. We are here on the forum to support and comfort you through your difficult journey ahead. You can and will love waking up to the sun once more. First it's all about some "me time" x

[Cat26538]

Your not alone. I’m the exact same way. I to struggle everyday