i just wanna go back to the wa...

[tiredbbygirl]

i just wanna go back to the way i used to be i miss my happy care free days

[deea21]

I want to be young and free. But you know what?! We are what we think. That’s the main problem. If we have problems, usually we search a dramatic life and we like to complicate . Life it’s the way you think it is. 😘 I do believe in law of attraction. We attract what we think.

[Hidden in reply to deea21]

I believe in law of attraction too..Im trying to figure out how.i.attracted this depression for nearly a year now..

[Hidden in reply to Hidden]

I don't recall wanting to attract depression and I doubt anyone wants it, to me it came unexpected and unwanted,...so why can't it be the other way round like attracting happiness for a year?..

[deea21 in reply to Hidden]

Maybe depression start form another reason , but now we keep continuing to attract bad situation . For example I was managing my depression an anxiety for 2 Years and I was good. Some bad situations happened to my friends and I start to worry, after I lost my pregnancy and that was the point when I fell very bad. Since then I had problems everywhere: I got a parking ticket, people screaming on me on the street, I almost got beaten because I’m foreign, and Iots of other things. Why I haven’t got this before ? Why if I’m trying to have a good day and push myself to be positive my day could be a bit better?! Some things maybe come to our lives to learn something and they way we react it will make the future . It’s my idea of life at least ....

[Hidden in reply to deea21]

Yeah that's right..things do happen for a reason...The only thing that I hold on to is hope for the better future....

[Aromley_]

Same here, I keep thinking why can’t I go back to the best version of myself?

[ProBSD]

I completely understand. I feel the same way and it can be overwhelming. I am married to a woman that has always need very understanding, especially when finding out about the lymphoma but she just doesn’t understand the depression and shows no concern or compassion. I finally decided I needed people I can talk to when things are good or bad.

[tiredbbygirl in reply to ProBSD]

this is the perfect website for talking

[ProBSD in reply to tiredbbygirl]

Thank you.