Why me ??

[2stroke]

Why does life seem so bad sometimes,stopping us from enjoying our short time on earth,taking away loved ones,causing consternation and injury,messing around with our heads.even to the point of some people cutting the're own life short by suicide.

impeding this short time with illness we battle to overcome.

I know myself,the love and enduring care of a loved one,that is taken away,

when they are given a bad prognosis of their illness,we have to expect a bad result,but when the time to lose them comes its so ,so hard to let go.

Half of myself was lost in an instant.my world fell apart.

A second of time becomes a lifetime of remorse,loneliness,regret,guilt,depression.

[Windy101]

It sounds like you are grieving someone you cared about very much. I've been there and it's so painful. In the early days everyone copes differently - some people need to be alone, to write out their feelings or draw or however it is they express themselves - and some need to surrounds themselves with as many caring people as they can.

The most important thing to keep in mind is that you are still here, alive and breathing. It is not your time. You can feel this pain, get through it, and go on to live a good live. It will not be easy and it will take time, but you can do it.

I wish you the best, my friend. Please call the crisis hotline in your town just to talk if you feel you can't cope anymore. They will help you. Help is all around you, just waiting for you to take advantage of it.