would be cool to have friends who are interested in the same shit I'm into. I'm always alone. ive stopped hanging out with people because I suspect that they are bored with me. I can't even hold a conversation on the phone without feeling like I'm boring the other person. women at my job flirt with me but I get so worried of altering their perception of me that I don't pursue any type of relationship. and thats really with most women. Ive even developed a speech impediment when I get nervous. (I'm always nervous). I'm thinking of joining a group where I can talk about my issues.