I guess i should elaborate alittle about the anxiety. My 1st attack was when I was 7 when my mom went to jail. Shes dead now. So i seen this quack of a dr. And over medicated me! Im finally free from that! Now am trying to live "sober" ik to stay busy but my classes dnt start till jan. And i find myself bord and tierd of walks and baths. I want to get out there and work! Easier said then done. Xanax has giving me a type of agoraphobia sone days. Ahh this sucks!