I can tell they dont like me. Make fun of me. Because Im having a trouble time keeping up and make stupid mistakes. Today one of the managers in training completely made me feel like such a worthless stupid person. This just sets my depression and axiety thru the roof and now I cant sleep. I want to give up I hate feeling so stupid.
Work tonight is causing me to just gi... - Anxiety and Depre...
Work tonight is causing me to just give up.
I know what you mean. So many times I wish I was brilliant and grasped things quickly, but we are not all brilliant, but we do have gifts. Just remember, YOU ARE NOT STUPID. You may learn at a different level, but that's okay because you are still learning. Your co-workers and managers should be more patient because only then in a secure learning environment will you learn. Just remember keep asking questions - ignore the tone in their voice or sneers - and you will eventually grasp what you need to. If you shut-down and stop asking questions you will eventually fail, because you gave in to their bad behavior and as a consequence did not learn what you needed to. Also, remember once you do learn it/grasp it you will have retained probably better than your co-workers. Just don't give up.
Please don't ever feel like you are stupid! It takes people time to adjust to new positions or jobs in general. I've been doing the same job for almost five years and still make mistakes.
If you are having trouble with rude coworkers, I'd suggest going to your manager after or before shift and speaking with them about how to handle the situation appropriately.
After a tough day at work , take a break, nap, or do something you enjoy to feel better!
Hope this helps