I'm losing myself

[Ibanana]

My body is at the brink of shutting down, my mind is just about holding. I swear I'm literally a spitting image of my protagonist in my book 😒 well I did base her on me but that was before my symptoms went out of hand...

I have a strong mind but a weak body, my right knee has given way so many times and I've faded so many times... will I pass out? Who knows....

I suppose I'm asking for help but I really don't know...

[SparkofLife]

Even if this is your way of asking for help, I think it helps to express your emotions.