I was diagnosed with anxiety and depression 5 years ago, and last year I was weened off my medicine and was actually doing really good, until last month. Suddenly I found myself crying all the time, unable to sleep & when I could sleep I'd lay in bed for days at a time. No motivation for school or work, blowing off responsibilities, and honestly not caring about anything. It's affecting my life tremendously. My relationships are suffering, my GPA is dropping, yet I can't bring myself to take my medicine. When I took it, I felt more like a zombie than anything. At least like this, I still feel things. But I can't keep on like I am. I used to be so happy and full of life all the time, but now I find it hard to even bring a smile to my face. I really don't know what to do.