I was dx with ADHD in 2011, but after years of resistance to the idea, I finally understand that this is wiring. I don't want to call them symptoms... but I guess they are... things like time blindness or being messy for instance you can learn to overcome that, with some practice at tricking yourself or learning to see things differently, and meds. But it is hard wiring. The only way to live with this is to accept it as part of who you are, then you can move forward and get some relief. I can say this now, after years of trial & error & struggles. However,
One "symptom" that I have all the time is "resistance". Every thing I go to do, from showering to bedtime every day is first I have to stop- as if I were going to jump off a bridge, and think about it. Sometimes I think a long time, sometimes just a few seconds to a few minutes. Every cell in my body resists. I don't know what that is about. I'm learning how to push through this, but I wish I could just go do it. I can't, I have to stop first and if I can't push through that wall, I get stuck. Does this sound familiar to anyone else? Do you experience this?