My journey with Vyvanse seems to be an odd one, so I thought I'd post this in case anyone else had similar experiences. If that's the case, please share your thoughts - I'd really appreciate it!
I was recently diagnosed, at age 32, with ADHD the inattentive type. I live in the UK and my doctor's first choice was Vyvanse (Elvanse here). I heard so many amazing things about Vyvanse in these forums that I was eager to start.
To my disappointment, the first days were really tough. I couldn't think, I was slow and felt quite altered as if I had been sedated. My anxiety and insomnia however improved. I decided to keep taking it, although I felt no actual benefits and was not enjoying feeling drugged.
Week 2, I still felt very weird. Ups and downs. But I cleaned my whole house as I had planned, cabinets included.
Week 3, I finally began to feel better, sharper and more energised, especially after I started taking it on an empty stomach. I actually got some work done during working hours, which was a miracle. Crash was exhausting though, and it came too early, at 4 or 5 pm.
Now, however, week 4, I'm back to my old habits with the bonus of having very physical anxiety. I get completely absorbed in random things and I just can't stop (old me). I actually tell myself "stop it!" but I keep doing this. I'm also more impatient and immersed in my own mind. I acquired an annoying breathing tic and feel short of breath, although my blood pressure and pulse are fine – the thing is I don't feel my lungs get full when I breathe deeply, so I keep trying t catch my breath. Insomnia is back as well. However, the crash is gone.
To be honest, I feel frustrated. My doctor advised me to keep taking it before any adjustments because I had such an unusual first response to it. So I just spent another 80 pounds on a new prescription but to be honest I can't see myself having a full month of this. I wonder if it will go away, if Concerta (his next choice) will be better or worse, and if I will ever find something that helps me before I fail all my work commitments...