Solitary

[Faithfull]

I am living in hell as we all are in one way or another I have complex traumatic stress emiotionally unstable worsening anxiety to many tablets there blaming on me confused state I slept homeless I had a house I'm in same situation now I want to be with no fear I fear being where I am more than ever no as I'm in fear of myself I've done in haste repent at leisuire

Or it's I'm in shit if I don't in shit if I do over thing is driving me to being like I was on the drink when I get grief comolete state of shock grief stricken don't wanna think analizing scared to live scared to die

[Hidden]

Hi

So sorry you feel like this. Have you tried Samaritans, they will listen vto you and advise . Love and hugs Lynne xxxx

[Faithfull in reply to Hidden]

Sorry Lynne I won't go on liver trust as everyone's ill and I'm still getting same yes you got it no you ain't and now I'm being questioned on being an ALCHOLIC and I've addmitted the OD the drugs the scars of mental health the liver dr went far to much scars to even see when examine neck yes I know they look bad but imaganie I took me own stitches out yrs ago

[Faithfull in reply to Hidden]

Love and hugs Lynne xx

[Hidden in reply to Faithfull]

You are such a lovely lady, you don't deserve this. Love and hugs Lynne xxxx

[Faithfull in reply to Hidden]

Bless your heart you would never think it when Richard sent me message about me language .now I'm laughing on a high I think he was in shock my posts I am now but it was all true I trying work out when I started being like I am when I was about 8 I used to run across the road to see if I could beat the cars not a lot about then but I got run over but I did tell truth as before that I was told to stop it

[Hidden in reply to Faithfull]

Hi

It must so hard for you. Love and hugs Lynne xxxx

[dgs2018]

I hear your struggle Faithfull and am sorry that you are having such difficulties. Glad that you have this sounding board and that you are sharing. This is a tough time and it will pass, although it seems like forever when you're going through it. Don't abandon ship because you have people routing for your triumph. Take some time to listen to relaxing music or read a good book.