Hi, This is my first post so I'm a bit nervous!!
I'm worried I am suffering depression. I have always felt like I'm one of those people who is just generally down and have just accepted it. I would say this last 12 months have been my worse period of time. I have felt really low as though I just cant speak I feel that bad.
Trouble is I have 2 beautiful children who I love dearly and I feel Im not the mother they deserve to have and I get quite niggly sometimes and feel like I am snappy at the eldest.
Having 2 children I am really worried they will say I'm not fit to have them. Is there any mothers out there that deal with depression too??
Basically I want help - i know I need it - but scared!