I am supposed to be giving up the evil weed tomorrow. I have joined the quit site on here and they all are brilliant and I have a smoking buddy. The trouble is I am feeling depressed and very flat and lifeless and have rarely felt so unmotivated in my life.
I was going to get an e-cig early in the week to start practising but haven't yet. I can still do it with patches coz I have some of those in but am dreading it. I feel like a failure before I even start.
I wonder if it is my mind playing tricks on me? I don't want to let my smoking buddy down but nor do I want to try and give up feeling like this. Or will I always feel like this about it?
What do you all think please?
Thanks Bev xx