Me and my df haven't bn getting on for a while now. I suffer from anxiety and a form of depression and i am also struggling with the loss of my mum a year and a half ago. I feel like the living dead most days, i have lost my lust for life i would never commit suicide but i already feel like i'm dead. Emotionless and struggling most days. My df has had enough and said he cant put up with me anymore unless i try to change things. I feel so guilty and part of me wants to tell him to go as i dont want to ruin his life but i know i'll regret it. How do i get better and change my life? I have a 4 and a half yr old and an 8 wk old baby and i dont want to ruin all of our lives. Please help!!