Well, that about says it all.
Have been getting really tired recently - just want to go to sleep.
Feeling a bit indescribable today because morning text from boyfriend said he'd had a rough night with angina, and that I was not to panic and not to flood him with texts and emails. Did say he was going to the doctor and would update me when he could.
Think I'm feeling so much that I've shut down so I'm not aware of what I'm feeling - other than a sense of panic and also a sense of impending loss. The previous communication - an email mentioned that he had a stiff neck ... Guess I'll hear from him when I hear from him but do feel a bit hurt by the remark about flooding with texts and emails.
Sent him an email this evening but couldn't really think of stuff to say - getting a bit monosyllabic.
Cats are well. Hades has been very cuddly this evening though Sephie is enjoying her freedom outside after 10 days cooped up after her operation.
Was quite difficult to keep going at work at times. Glad it was quiet.