i thought i was doing OK but it was a lie recently went for team leader again was unsuccessful AGAIN. i told my sister about it she reckons its because they don't like me and they want to get rid of me at first i was 50/50 but now i think she might be right.
but where can i go with no skills what so ever i wanted to better myself but its all shattered i need a full time job to survive. to pay bills, food etc With still living at home with my mother who's wage can only go so far so my wage is what we we depend on
I feel so alone and scared of what might the future might bring me
maybe my so called father to my own Nan are right i cant do anything im just useless
Totaly lost without her
Am I a monster? What am I? 
Finding it hard
