Hello,
I suffer from severe anxiety and in particular, health anxiety and have done for nearly 20 years!
I am 33 and have no children.
I do know, rationally, that I need to see a doctor but it is something I find very, very difficult and keep putting it off. I have reached a point where I know I can't ignore this any longer.
Back in October, I had a few days of light spotting after ovulation. This then happened again in November, December and January. I also had some other symptoms such as lower back pain, occasional cramping.
I've never had spotting before but I have had cramping at random points in my cycle - about 2.5 years ago I was regularly having cramping that went on for a few months and then just stopped happening.
I am currently about halfway through my cycle and have had spotting most days, varying from small amounts of pink/red blood to light brown discharge. I have also had lower back pain that varies from mildly painful to uncomfortable enough to stop me from wanting to go out.
I absolutely do know I am living in a bit of denial, a "this can't be happening" feeling and I do know I need to see a doctor. But I am currently certain I am dying from cancer.
I know that no one on here can say what is or isn't wrong but I think I am just looking for anyone who has experienced anything similar who can tell me what it turned out to be for them. Or anyone who can tell me what is likely to happen once I go to the GP.
Thank you.