Well i think im slowly hitting rock bottom again after my consultant said i have pcos which wasnt so bad but then she also said i might have Cushings disese which after finding out what it is made me very depressed/tearful. Bear in mind she said she doesnt think i have it but i do have sypmtoms and can both be confused with pcos too. She said it doesnt mean i 100% have it but want to test it and rule it out. I really do give up at times i am overthinking and what is the point!?!