I feel so freaked out am so tired of feeling like a hypochondriac and in a permenant state of anxiety.
I had tonsillitis,then a cold,then a sinus infection treated with antibiotics then thrush,now I have an eye infection of some sort in both eyes and coupled with this has been numbness down my face.
Then yesterday I went into anaphalyctic shock triggered by god knows what I have a shellfish allergy but hadn't eaten that we were supposed to go Christmas shopping but spent the last day without the kids in tow in the hospital.
Can't face going back to the doctors am supposed to be going away this weekend but just feel sick with anxiety about it all.My poor son I have just been leaving to watch tv barely interacting with as it all feels too much hubby is on leave after tour of Afghanistan haven't told him how I feel as everything is just ongoing and he is just losing patience with it all I'm no fun,I try to take my mind off it all but I can't.
I normally look forward to Christmas but now I just have no fun or fight left in me.
Sorry it's so long you're the only ones I talk to about this my mum who would have been my confidante and helped is no longer alive and I don't have anyone that I could really have a good cry to let it all out although I just have.
I guess that I'm worried that on top of this I've got another illness with no support.
Thank you all just for being there,I feel better already for that cryxx