I was diagnosed with hypothyroidism about 25 years ago, in my mid-thirties. For almost 20 years, I took only Levothyroxine. I realise now that I was probably depressed for the whole period.
Back in 2016, I decided to quit drinking alcohol. I wasn't an alcoholic, but I was drinking every day, and sometimes it had a very bad effect on me, causing paranoia. So, I quit, and I remained abstinent for eight years. Immediately, I realised that the feelings I had attributed perhaps to a mild hangover were still there. I began to look for other causes and eventually realised it was my thyroid condition that was making me feel bad.
As a test, having realised I was likely feeling unwell because of my hypothyroidism, I took myself off levothyroxine. Quickly, of course, my TSH level went very high, over 25. My doctor asked what happened, and I explained that while I knew my thyroid condition needed treatment, I felt the Levothyroxine wasn't working effectively. I inquired if there were any other options.
After our conversation, where I explained that it seemed strange to me that when taking Levothyroxine at a certain level, my free T4 came within normal range, but my TSH was still high, he understood my point and prescribed me liothyronine, initially at 10mg per day. The result for me was amazing, a miracle, quite incredible. I felt well, energetic, and free of dark thoughts. Eventually, I settled on a dosage of 100mg T4 plus 20mg T3 per day, and I felt great.
Then, a couple of years ago, my GP refused to continue prescribing liothyronine. They said it wasn't the standard treatment for hypothyroidism on the NHS, citing established guidelines. I tried cutting down on the T3, and immediately I felt depressed again, even having thoughts of death. I strongly complained and got a referral to a consultant who, unfortunately, didn't even turn up for the appointment.
I began buying my T3 from Greece, at 3 euros a month. My GP has recorded this in my medical notes.
With a dosage of 100mg T4 and 20mg T3 per day, I feel great. My T4 and T3 levels are within normal range, and my TSH is a little low at 0.5. However, any reduction in T3 brings back the depression, so I manage with the slightly low TSH level