Quick summary before my question:
I was diagnosed with hypothyroidism (unknown cause as never tested positive for hashis abs - many, many tests!) in May 2017. Then started getting hyper symptoms Dec 2017 and was eventually diagnosed with Graves in about May 2018 (positive TSI ab test). Went on carbi for a bit, then taken off, left for a while to see what my thyroid did. Felt very underactive but T4 was right at bottom of range so endo said - your thyroid is all fine, bugger off back to your GP to see what else is causing your symptoms. Managed to persuade GP that it was likely to be my thyroid and she cautiously put me back on levo 25 mcg which she then increased to 50mcg about 2.5 months ago. At my 8 week check, my TSH was below 1, but T4 still below half way through the range - detail below - and she refused to increase. I left it a few weeks to see if I still continued to feel unwell, which I do, so just wanted to get thoughts on WWYD re my next steps.
OK so that's where I am. I am on 50mcg of levo and feel better than when on no levo, but I still have the following symptoms: exercise/exertion intolerance; days when I still feel fatigued and can't do much at all, everyday I have to limit what I do and take lots of rest breaks; dizzy spells; dry skin, digestion problems - indigestion, gastritis/constipation/diarrhea cycling, stomach pain, bloating; breathlessness, constant bugs/raised glands/sore throats; muscle pain; low mood.
My last thyroid tests were as follows (09/04/2019):
Serum free T4 level 14.6 pmol/L [12.0 - 22.0]
Serum TSH level 0.40 mu/L [0.27 - 4.2]
My previous test on 25mcg of levo for @6/7 weeks (31/01/2019) was:
Serum free T4 level 13.5 pmol/L [12.0 - 22.0]
Serum TSH level 2.43 mu/L [0.27 - 4.2]
My last test when on no levo (11/12/18) was:
Serum free T4 level 11.7 pmol/L [12.0 - 22.0]
Serum free triiodothyronine level 4.2 pmol/L [3.1 - 6.8]
Serum TSH level 1.81 mu/L [0.27 - 4.2]
I think I need an increase and would like to get my T4 and T3 higher in range to see if that makes me feel better - the last time I felt well was in June last year when my T4 and T3 were towards the top of the range.
Do I:
1. Self medicate
2. I have identified 2 endos and a GP who I could see privately who may be receptive to my situation. 1 endo is local but the other 2 require travel. The local endo is more of a gamble. The other forum members have indicated that the ones I could travel to are not concerned about a suppressed TSH but I am not sure about the local one - he "advertises" that he is interested in patients who have conversion problems (which I don't have, going by my earlier blood tests (not listed above)) but this suggests he at least has some knowledge about the thyroid and is willing to consider T3 potentially, so may be more open minded and knowledgable than other endos/GPs.
I am fed up of being at the mercy of the person with the prescription pad and would like more autonomy over my own health, but am worried about self-medicating because of potential supply issues, problems if I am admitted to hospital, concerns about not being supported by doctors who then put all future problems down to self medication!
But I have no guarantees when seeing these other practitioners whether they will help me - waiting to see them will cause further delays in getting on the right treatment, and there is also the ongoing pressure of going to see them on an ongoing basis due to needing to travel some distance. Plus I may just be throwing good money after bad.
WWYD?