Hi everyone this is my first ever post on any forum ever so please be gentle 😬 feeling emotionally exhausted with everything now and wondered if any one else has the same experience . Being treated in the south east and NO MATTER how high or how low my dose of Levo is I never feel better .. have not felt ‘normal’ in almost 5 years due to cancer and subsequent TT .. but the docs just don’t listen it’s all about blood levels and nothing else why does no one listen to symptoms! I’m a train driver and am probably about to lose my career cos I am just not sharp enough to be in charge of one and I’ve tried everything . My one problem that I cannot solve is taking meds an hr before food as I cannot swallow tablets with water I have to hide them in the tiniest amount of food . Do you think this is my problem and I would possibly feel significantly better ? I have told endo this and asked for T3 instead as this is ok with food but with no luck ( costs too much ) . If I carry on like this my husband will leave me ( I feel so bad for him because I’m constantly feeling tired , with aching muscles and bones and I can’t enjoy a good walk with the dog .. I just don’t know how to sort this .. I’d be exasperated with it all but even that’s too much energy .. trying to keep my sense of humour but it’s leaving me quickly now ... any thoughts guys ... apologies for long post .