Well to cut a long story as short as i can... ive kept off this forum for a few months because i was waiting for an endo appointmnet and i was finding the wait hard..
i have loads of symptoms of under active thyroid. If i look at the list i can literally tick most of the symptoms, and can prove they're not just in my head ive seen the dr and been treated for some of them before i knew they were symptoms.
So i went to gp again at the start of the year, she would only acknowledge my weight and would only offer me orlistat as a solution. I cant lose weight despite trying all the diets. Im 5 stone heavier than i was 6 years ago. Eventually i managed to convince her to test me properly, but when the blood results came back the lab hadnt done some of the tests so i had them done privately too. She acknowledged that some were very low or below the range but wouldnt treat me. She did refer me to an endo though.
I had my endo appointment today and he was the loveliest man. However my gp jad only mentioned my weight in the referral. he said i dont have symptoms because thyroid symptoms are too broad and can be explained by many things. He only looked at tsh and nothing else. His conclusion was that some things just cant be explained and we should stop looking for a cause and just focus on a solution to my weight problems, and that i should go for bariatric surgery.
This is despite me explaining about how desperately tired i am all the time, and all.of my other symptoms, he could see my balding eyebrows because you cant miss them.but i pointed them out anyway, i explained how i just need my life back. I practically begged him to help me. I really need my life back. My kids and husband really just need me back..
So im left with 4 choices, but they arent really choices..
1. I try other gps to try to get one to prescribe me a trial dose, but that wont work because they wont undermine an endo
2. I try to find a private endo who is sympathetic, but this really isnt an option because i cant afford to keep up with a private dr and i can't afford private prescriptions. Also i dont know that i have years of fighting in me
3. I order privately from america, but this isnt an option because it scares me if i cant keep up with it, and again its an option i cant really afford just now..
4. I just go with what the endo said today, and pursue the bariatric surgery. I really didnt want to do this but i jist cant see another way. I also cant see it helping me because even if it does help.me lose weight thats only one of many symptoms i have. And im not convinced id lose weight even with that.
Ive had enough now and i'm sick of noone wanting to help. And im feeling really sorry for myself..
If you got to the end of this then thank you for reading xx