My life is awful, almost every aspect of it, and despair has hit hard. I have never really got angry or so tearful but things are just too much. I want a break, pressure, pressure, pressure.
The neighbours are driving me crackers, my dad (although not his fault as he has an axiey condition) is really adding to my stress considerably, he relies on me so much. Where is my anger coming from? I do not get angry or like getting angry. I feel depressed and trapped. I wanted more from my life and despite my best efforts I am not getting far.
I just can't handle it anymore, normally I am the person people come to for help or support, I used to be able to deal with everything so much better. I only sleep around 2 to 3 hours a night so i am exhausted.
Thank you for listening : <