I have a hard time getting my head around all the things ive done and not done AS A DIRECT RESULT of the lack of t3 in my body, i try to be positive, and i accept responsibility for my own actions, i accept blame when i am wrong, but i am ANGRY at i dont know who YET, (medical professionals or pharmaceutical companies) at the many many MANY things i have lost because i was too tired to participate in. im talking about lost job opportunities and family get togethers, MAJOR life decisions because i was sick, im going to call it sick now because thats what is is, its not lazy, how long i've hated myself because i thought i was just lazy. i am being completely honest when i say ive thought that this life is no life to live, that ive abused opiates just to get a boost in the morning, ALL THESE THINGS are because of my lack of a simple SIMPLE medication that is denied to me, that since joining this group and finding out all i have, see that IT IS EASIER TO FIND HEROIN ONLINE THAN IT IS FINDING T3, and that makes me really upset. this is a an outrage!!!! of all the drugs the major companies and dr's push on patients (and there are some things i just would never take) the one they ban is the one that could give us our life back?
this epiphany of t3 information is life changing and i am actually looking back at the life i lost for ten years and its devastating.
i can accept it, and move on, but, i blamed myself for years of not being the person i should have been. does ANYONE else think this way? or is it just me?