Hi guys.
I was googling this morning and came across this community, thank god there are others I can talk to.
I will start from the beginning, 8 months ago I had my daughter. My first baby, during pregnancy I was diagnosed with a under active thyroid t4 levels was around 4 so I was put on 50mcg of levothyroxine and I was fine. Thyroid went up to normal again and I had a very healthy pregnancy, I had my daughter in October 2014 and unfortunately the birth wasn't as straight forward and I had a massive bleed. Nearly 3 litres. So was anaemic for a good couple of months and put onto iron tablets. I continued to take 50mcg of levothyroxine.
In February 2015 my doctor called me to say I had now gone overactive and dropped my dose to 25mcg of levo.
Was fine for a little while then in April 2015 I started having severe palpitations to be specific PVCs during and after exercise, then one night I woke up from my sleep feeling very confused. Not knowing where I was or who I was and struggled to know who my partner was. It was very scary. This has happened a few times but then I started awakening and my heart rate was up. Panic attack maybe?
One night I woke from my sleep and my heart rate was 140 bpm
So I ended up in A&E!
I've had a echo, a ECG, a holter monitor and my heart is perfectly healthy so my cardiologist said he believes it to be my hormones, specifically my thyroid.
I was put on propranolol a beta blocker and suspected being over active but I didn't like how they made me feel even though they helped the heart skips so I weened off of them.
I then had my bloods and my doctor then calls and wants to see me about a week later. By the time this is happening I have been suffering with heart skips for 4 weeks.
She says my thyroid is now subclinical hypo
T4 was 9 and my TSH was 29!!!!
So they upped my to 50mcg of levo again.
Palpitations was not clearing up, I then started having anxiety and panic attacks and feeling very down
To the point of going back to A&E thinking I was having a breakdown
All said to be anxiety and thyroid issues
I went back to my GP and broke down.
With a 6 month old daughter and heart skips, fatigue, panic attacks, depression I couldn't feel myself and didnt feel I was coping very well and demanded answers. Another blood test was done and my TSH was then 18 so I was advised to stay on 50mcg
So after 8 weeks now of all this basically debilitating my life. I'm scared to go out alone or be at home alone I'm a anxious wreck and feel like I'm going to die of heart problems all because of this thyroid disorder
I went back to my GP and my TSH was now 7 so I was upped again to 75mcg of levo
The palpitations have stopped completely and I feel a lot better, I'm still so anxious. I googled high TSH and I've basically found so many articles stating subclinical hypo to cause heart failure and heart disease, heart attacks and all sorts.
I'm 31 years old, a new mum and engaged to be married yet I'm so scared of what's going on with my body that I don't know what to think, I mean what would of happened to me if my levothyroxine wasn't upped?
Am I googling nonsense
Will I get heart disease or have a heart attacks if I can't control my thyroid.
I've also now read that being hypo especially with high TSH increases fats in your blood and cholesterol
So now being quite over weight from baby I'm petrified to eat anything slightly bad for me and I'm determined to diet and eat healthy which is going well
But it just seems that all of us with thyroid conditions are just going to get one problem or another. Specifically heart related of cardiovascular and we have the short straws. I'm incredibly depressed.
I'm due to see a endocrinology doctor the end of June and I cannot wait. My cardiologist thinks this may all be linked to the big bleed and having a baby. I've been border line hypo in my teens but was never treated and was fine until I fell pregnant, I just want to enjoy being a new mum enjoy my life.
Google has made me a paranoid wreck. Reading about comas and heart problems and one thing after enough. Increased mortality.
Am I guaranteed to have all these problems with my health because of my thyroid?
It's so stressful.
I would love to talk to others going through this
Carley βΊοΈ