I've posted my results here before and been super grateful for the responses, thank you. I don't really understand what I'm going through at the moment. I had TT (June 2013) for presumed TC which turned out to be an Hylanizing Trabecular Adenoma (extremely rare and I realise I should be happy it wasn't TC - and I am but it isn't helping the way I feel). Mostly I feel like a fraud but these are real feelings; I feel anxious and cry a lot. Latest results I have are
TSH 1.21 (0.4-5)
FT4 15.5 ( 10-23)
Have had more blood tests recently that have tested perimenopausal symptoms - but apparently I'm not (awaiting results in writing) and all my vitamins, minerals etc have come back normal (again awaiting in writing)
I'm 5'9" and approx 11 stone (not sure if thats relevant but regularly asked my height and weight).
My endocrinologist called on saturday after I'd left a message for her during the week - she has decided I should reduce my levo from 100/125 to 100 and see if that reduces my anxiety. She also said that this maybe a feeling I need to learn to cope with - I'm really scared because I genuinely don't think I can learn to cope with feeling like this
I really don't know what to do with myself, I only sleep if I take sleeping tablets and have gone from being a social butterfly to not wanting to make any plans at all - and when I do on the majority of occasions I just want to go home. My Mum has just been to visit and all I did was snap at her or cry (I'm 41 - I don't understand why I feel so wound up and thoroughly twisted).
Please does anyone have any good ideas about what I can do. My GP today just kept asking what else was bothering me - I've always been able to deal with any stress thrown at me, so struggling to understand what's different!?!
I'm so grateful in advance for anybody with any good ideas, thoughts and indeed questions.