Have had such a tremendous shock and need advice regarding any good natural thyroid friendly supplements to calm me down.
I went to see my dad last friday morning all his curtains closed, doors locked had to get police to break down the door i could hear him moaning, it took the police half an hour to come to my aid and break the door down.
My lovely dad was layed face down on the floor he had a massive stroke and a bleed on the brain, i am heartbroken and sobbing as i write this we where incredibly close.
On monday morning he died, i told the hospital to ring me if any change, i was ringing constantly, so i rang them they told me he had deteriorated, i raced to hospital but i was to late, he died 10 mins before i got there, i am devestated, the hospital should have called me and they didnt.
my dad had c.o.p.d but was very active considering, they reckon the bleed on the brain was caused by high blood pressure, which he was on tablets for but i think it was poorly controlled.
my dads house is council so i have a short period of time to empty the house the council want it all out, i am the only family memeber left, my partner and i where going to move in with my dad we loved him so much its heartbraking, we rent a property and luckily we can stay there buts its very tiny, i just want to keep everything of my dads and i cant we dont have the room, all this and i cant grieve properly for my poppa, i am in such a dreadful state.
I cant eat or sleep and very stupidly smoked several cigs.
So sorry for the long ramble on but i had to get it off my chest, i miss him and i just cant that picture out my head of him laying face down on the floor and trying to call for me. the medics reckon he had been there all night over 10 hours, and i had been round to see him that to early evening.
So any one got a miracle remedy that will takwe this pain away.