Marriage is ending after 21 yrs

[Warrensprings72]

I’m depressed and can barely find the energy to shower. I’m suicidal now and the feelings get worse everyday. Mornings are worse after having dreams about my wife, life and son and the effects of this pain on me. I’m educated and professional but the divorce has cost me a high level position my home and she and he are moving after Christmas 1100 miles away. My depression hasn’t resulted in anger and haven’t done anything illegal. I’m in a very dark hole and can not find any light. I prefer death on a daily basis instead of living in this misery. I also have overcome many rough spots on my life but this one has me overwhelmed to a point feeling worthless.

[SoberDrunk1]

Sorry to hear about your life situation. Look for group support in your local community. I was a drunk teetering toward calamity. Fortunately for me, I didnt have to lose all. Something dawned on me that I cant continue like this and sought help. My shrink led me to AA. There are Emotional Sobriety fellowships you may consider.

[jaglad]

Talk to someone, friend, relative or counselling group. It can get better.

If you worry about not seeing your son regularly then imagine his life not being able to see his Father, ever ?

Use your education and professional contacts to plan a future. Work through the situation and make a plan. Whatever you may think, your life is worth living.

[Carlos68]

Warren just a note:

No one is worthless.. one day you will be ok and soon you will find someone who values you more.. keep going on in life because is beautiful, no matter the sad moments..

[writer75]

It's probably too late now but might help others. Most courts now will not allow a parent to move far away which would interfere with non custodial parent frequently see their child. You should fight the move and make it the central point of your objection and request for custody