I've just read Madlegs post and looked at the opioid report. Thanks for posting that. It's really interesting. I've just tried 25 Fentanyl patches and oxycodone with no effect at all. I was devastated and so disappointed. Also with the oxycodone I was getting awful anxiety and sweats. Not nice. Even on 30 mg it was no good. in fact my RL were worse than ever before and all day and all night. I can't understand it.
In desperation and at the end of my road (nearly in front of a truck!) I am now on rotigotine- Neupro patch. I am in bliss with no RL at all since I put the first patch on two days ago, and was able to sleep for more than an hour for the first time since January.
Obviously I am aware of the high risk of augmentation on this but 1: I will be alive to experience it, and 2: I am going to work on other things now that I have more control and sleep and hopefully be able to either reduce or withdraw from it eventually. I'm also going to withdraw Tramadol and Gabapentin and see how I am. (very slowly! I didn't know Tramadol withdrawal gives head -shocks if you drop too fast!)
My plan of attack is to continue on the FODMAP exclusion diet and work out if I have sensitivities to any FODMAPs .
I'm also doing a course via a book and CD of meditation: Mindfulness for Health : A practical guide to relieving pain, reducing stress and restoring wellbeing. The book addresses the concept of secondary pain and that if we can reduce our secondary pain by meditation then our overall concept of the pain we feel will be reduced. AS well as which it actually changes the brain and how it perceives the pain. 'Clinical trials show that mindfulness meditation can be as effective as prescription painkillers and also enhances the body's natural healing systems. Mindfulness can also reduce the anxiety, depression, irritability, exhaustion and insomnia that can arise from chronic pain and illness.'
I actually tried something when I had an albeit mild attack of RL and instead of 'running away from it' I looked into it and strangely, instead of legs jumping and becoming unbearable, I just looked until the wave passed. I do think that there may be something to learn here so I'm going to persevere.
So, that's where I'm up to. I'm alive and I'm kicking! I feel as if I have to attack this positively and on several fronts so that's where I'm headed. MY GP is fully behind me and was wonderful when I saw him on Tuesday when I was so desperate and totally off the planet. I don't think he's seen anyone with severe RL in his surgery. I was up and down and kicking and jiggling! I just couldn't help it. Perhaps it was good for him. Anyway, I feel as if I have a partner in my battle now and will feed him all the literature I can and he's going to do some research too.
Also... a word of warning. I was following advice from lots of sources to take iron on an empty stomach and have badly inflamed my digestive tract. I'm in a lot of pain and can't eat properly, have diarrhea , feel sick all the time and can't go to work until I'm more comfortable. I'm not taking any iron until it settles. I have bought 'Gentle Iron' but it hasn't arrived yet and when I do take it, it will be with a little food!
I'm feeling a little relieved today otherwise I wouldn't be posting and it's so good to not feel so bad. The other blessing was that at least I could lay in bed and feel rotten. i hate to imagine having RL and feeling as I did! I know I couldn't have borne that.