Hi all, i am relatively new to this. I started smoking at about 17, became a regular smoker pretty quickly. I am now nearly 24 and am going to give up in 4 days time. I have an appointment at the doctors for 15th, to get some NRT, and as soon as i walk out of there i plan not to have a cigarette for the rest of my life.
I am absolutely terrified though. Every time i think about it i keep thinking of silly reasons why i shouldn't go and why i should carry on smoking.
I currently smoke tobacco, although i much prefer cigarettes but cant justify spending the money i was on them. I have been smoking roll-ups for about a year now.
Im not sure. I feel nervous, scared, apprehensive. It also doesnt help that my partner smokes and he wont be giving up with me, so im going it alone. And every day after work im going to have to come home to a house that smells of cigarettes.
Its gonna be tough. Am i right to be scared though? I feel really silly. Thanks in advance for your help.